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A Channeling To RememberSo my first ever blog! Where do I start? A bit of background, My name is Gav and I met my twin during March 2016 in a group chat to do with our university. It wasn’t until September of that year that we met in person, and as many of you know, the first meet in person with your twin is an amazing feeling. 2017 hit us and while we tried to make a start of something, we ended apart for six weeks. At this point I had heard of twin flames, but was in that doubting stage about them. I remember in May asking the universe for a sure sign that she is my twin. The very next day we bumped into each other in a pub, and we began talking again. This should of been a super happy occasion, but she told me that she was back with her ex. I was crushed I won’t lie. We lasted two weeks trying to be friends before it all exploded. Some of you will know that I have talked about my mental health before in the group. These two weeks were happy and so sad at the same time. I felt like I could explode and that is when my depression really hit. My twin was trying to help me but as anyone who suffers from depression (and this whole journey) will know, you end up doing stuff which really isn’t you. That day I broke a promise to her, and in retaliation she said some horrible things and we cut all contact. I bring up mental health for a reason. It is something that is still seen as taboo even today. When it is talked about, it can be hard for people to understand. Ways to beat depression can vary for many people. Your job is causing it so maybe you get a new career. Drink is causing it so perhaps you stop. That bad friend constantly brings you down so you try to get rid of them. These are just some examples. But how do you explain to people that the reason you are like this, is because part of your soul is running from you, that the one you love won’t talk to you, or won’t admit their love back (and of course they do love you). Perhaps it can be even harder for the male counterparts in this relationship to talk about. For some disappointing reason it is still seen “unmanly” for guys to talk about their feelings, though through my experience, some of the best guys I know are those who feel and can show it! Don’t worry I am getting to the exciting part Carol spoke about! On New years Eve it will have been 29 weeks since we spoke. That may not seem long for many, but it has taken a toll on me. Through the summer I have had to deal with death threats, harassment, losing my home, being unable to work due to depression. Every call out my twin would say stuff that gave me hope, but her physical self would continue to do nasty stuff. I have fallen to such dark places that the only option I felt was to take my life. Luckily I did not! And I am so lucky that my friend and fellow twin Justin was able to help me. I am also lucky that during this time I met Carol, and the rest of you and many of you have helped me overcome my darker nights. It was during a bad night, that Carol suggested cutting one of the the cords that bind me and my twin. She explained that though this is not the way things should be, the connection was posing a risk on my life and that was not in anybody’s interest. This was so I could disconnect from her and not feel so angry, hurt and upset. I agreed and in December the first of three cords was cut. I felt more me, but still the journey was weighing me down. Carol gained permission from those above to completely cut the connection. On the 28th of December we decided that it was for the best. I would no longer be a twin flame... At this stage I was a mess, I was sobbing, I was confused, I was scared. Carol told me not to cry. I said I couldn’t stop. She said I know, I can feel it. The weirdest feeling of my life then happened. A tingling in my back and immediately I stopped crying. Carol asked me what I was feeling, and I explained. She told me that was her hugging me. She told me I was not failing her, and I deserve to be happy. I said I wish I could say goodbye, and it was decided to do a duo call out/channeling, where I could be online to answer and tell my twin what was about to happen. I was asked to do a clearing exercise (one from Carol I had purchased in the summer, but has stupidly not been doing daily). Carol noticed I had a lot of bad energy around me, not all to do with me. At exactly 2am my twin answered the call out. I had no idea what to say. This was the first time I had talked to her (or her 5d) in over 5 months. I asked if she was angry and she told me she was because the promise I had broken. This really shocked me because I had never told Carol this! I now had a chance to tell my twin everything and boy, did I keep going. I told her I was angry that she lied to people about me, how she continued to make lies up, how I was angry she picked her ex when he didn’t care about her. She started to cry and I told her despite all this I wanted her! We talked about how she was hurting me by the stuff she was doing. How I was struggling to keep living. She called Carol a bitch haha, she said Carol tells her stuff that hurts her, and that Carol said I would be leaving her for good, but that's not true. I told her it was true. She realised that Carol was not lying at all. My twin told me that she was never good enough for me, and that I deserve better. That so I could live the ties should be cut. I told her we would no longer be twinnies. This hit her hard. Carols net cut out. During all this I felt another weird feeling around me, I knew what it was but needed Carol to confirm it. When Carol came back, she said straight away my twin had come to visit me to see if this was all true. I asked my twin if she wanted me. She said yes. We made a promise that we would do the work. That together we needed to get better. She asked Carol if she could visit me to do a pinkie promise. I gave permission and she came. I knew the moment she was here with me, I became so giggly and smiley. The tingling I felt was so weird. We made the promise and I told her she needed to go back to Carol, but could she come back and lay with me tonight. Carol told me a while later, she is back, she is happy to have a last chance. She wants you to go to sleep Gav, so she can lay with you. I laughed so hard. I hope I have done this justice. It has been greatly shortened due to the personal details of the night. It was an amazing experience and has given me so much hope. I believe another cord was cut that night. The reason so I can heal. Carol, my twin and someone else have all mentioned of a time soon where my twins life is going to change, and I need to be strong to be there. I am worried because this sounds like it is going to be an awful time and we all have bad feelings for it. But I know now what I have to do. I know I have to beat this depression, I have to get stronger, and I have faith again in this journey. Thank you all and if I may, I will leave you with my favorite quote, from one of my favorite books. “To have faith is to have purpose,To lose faith is to lose purpose, and to be bereft of guidance. For a man without faith will no longer be true, and a mind without purpose will walk in dark places” Exciting Times
So that was a very exciting read, this is the kind of work I do with many Twin Flames I bring the 5d to 3d and help with aligning both so that they can work in harmony with one another and to create more understanding of their connection. Now I know some will say that you can never cut the cords between twin flames and that is not necessarily true, with careful training and permission from the ones who govern those of us, those who have the ability to do so can under very strict guidelines. However it is not something that I would ever promote doing as my mission is to unite twin flames. When Gav came to me and asked me for my help this was one of the last things I wanted to do but his mental health had to come first. Thankfully after we did the above work he has found the strength to carry on and the cords are now fully reattached. I want to thank Gav for being brave enough to write this blog and share his experience with you all. This was not an easy task for him to put his private life out there for you. I for one am very proud of him. I am watching his strength grow every day!! Well done Gav and thank you. If you wish to have this particular type of channeling done please contact me via my email below. Useful Links: Contact me at: [email protected] Facebook: www.facebook.com/CarolMary1111/ Twitter: www.twitter.com/CarolMary1111 Instagram: www.instagram.com/reunitingcomesfromwithintwinfl/ YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCQ1xAgZKyLOJ1fNEUtW69bg Pinterest: www.pinterest.com/carolmary11/ Facebook group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/reunitingcomesfromwithin/ This is a good year for uniting twin flames and I am very honored to aid you on your road to reunion. “Look inside yourself, become the best version of you, reuniting comes from within.”~ Carol Mary Please do not hesitate to contact me for more help with any of the above or any of my other blogs, I always strive to answer every email, direct message or Facebook inbox. Take a chance, make a change, unite! ~ Carol Mary ©Carol Mary 2018. ©Reuniting comes from within All Rights Reserved. No part of copyrighted material may be used, altered or copied in any way without the express written permission of the copyright owner.
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Balance & PassionHi All, Union Time Well it has been a very interesting first week for all, the first Super Moon of the year was pretty intense, so did it bring any good news for Twin Flames. Yes and that came in the shape of another Twin Flame union, this particular client came to me in February of 2017 and he said to me that he was thinking of giving up on everything to do with his Twin Flame, we chatted and I could see right away where the problem lay, he worked hard and this Christmas he and his Twin Flame spend their first one together, he had many bumps along the way, he wanted to give up but we kept pushing forward until we got there. I for sure am super happy for him, that brings the unions I have aided in up to 80 now. This is for sure a great number. Ended 2017 with an engagement and opened up the new year with a union. Living In The Past I have two topics I want to briefly talk about today and the first one is living in the past, many Twin Flames dwell on what happened when they encounter their Twin Flame for the first time, this can bring about many changes in your life, it may not seem like they are all for you betterment and that is when the problem starts. You meet your Twin Flame, you get caught up in the whirlwind of it all, you are perhaps married, you are in a relationship with another, or even if you are single, you are going to be totally in love and you will have never felt like that before. You will do things that previously you will never have dreamt of doing before. That is cheat on your current partner, turn your life upside down for them, then they leave. Now what? Your life is a mess, if you current partner found out you cheated then you are going to surely be ending that relationship, you left your job, you changed a whole lot of things around to be accommodating towards them, because let’s face it they become your world. You are hurt, perhaps feel guilty, sad, angry, a whole bunch of different emotions come to mind, then you are stuck. You do not see a way to pass this point in your life. You think of all of the things you did together, you want it back, you think about what you should not have done, you wish you did not do that, you feel guilty. Your twin flame is nowhere to be seen. You need to keep moving forward but you can not see the light, how do you get past this point, well the first thing you have to do is keep moving, begin work on yourself, you know that your Twin Flame came into your life for a reason, do not get caught up in the blame game trap. This is where you have to show the universe who you really are, get up, dust yourself off and keep moving forward. Try your best to maintain a positive attitude, look at who you are now, what changes have taken place, you should know that you have become stronger and instead of laying blame, make change!! Everything and I mean everything, the good, the bad and the ugly that happened when you encountered you Twin Flame had a reason!! “Letting yesterday affect today will only destroy the excitement of tomorrow.” ― Michelle Cruz-Rosado Sigh ~ Too Many Twin Flame Readers Spoil The Union Today’s second topic is one that does concern me greatly, everyone wants to be a Twin Flame reader. I am seeing this across the board on social media, advertisements, groups, pages, they are springing up all over the place. Can everyone possibly be a Twin Flame reader, no, what I feel has happened is for some is that they have seen what they think is a good market place to get in on and make themselves a fast buck off your hurt. Some will help you but more often than not you will end up more confused than before. So before you book that reading here are some tips that will help you to decide if you are making the right choice or not: 1. Not every reader understands twin flame relationships or the dynamics of it, they may think they do but most will not have experienced this relationship themselves so go to ones who have many reviews on the work they have done. I do not advertise, so go by word of mouth, those tend to be better readers. Most importantly they are a Twin Flame and where possible they are in union. They will have been where you are so understand better and they do not have the bitterness of not getting to union yet. 2. Never give the reader too much info about your situation, the better readers will only ask for your name, date of birth and or a photo. 3. Ask questions about what to expect if you do not understand, a true reader will always answer them. They also will not be pushy about how much the reading costs and how it has to be paid for now this second. 4. If the information you are given does not resonate with you do not panic, some readers like to use fluffy words and talk in riddles, please come and ask me about it and I will translate it for you. This is one thing you will never see in one of my readings, it will be very easy to understand. 5. All readers will see different things, interpret things not how you would like to see them, take all information on board but if it does not fit your situation, do not worry or overthink it. 6. On timeframes, I would like to say that while a reader including myself may see a particular month or day being of significance to you, it is up to you what you do with that information, if you decide to act upon it you need to be careful as you may change what was seen. 7. Free will will always play a role in any energy work, you can guide someone, even their higher self and the physical self will not feel right with what they have learnt and do the total opposite of what the higher self agreed in this case I have learnt to allow the person time, their first reaction is not always the true outcome, .everyone processes the information in different ways. 8. Please also note that there are dark forces out there, pretending to be your friend, will offer you coaching, readings, healings and take your money and in fact be pulling you away from your twin flame, the horror stories I have heard and these are people who you will think are very professional. 9. If you find someone who is willing to help you and just talk with you on your rough days, those are keepers. 10. Remember not to use too many different readers, healers etc as the opposing energies could do more damage than good. Find one person you like and go with that. Do You Hold A Grudge As mentioned above the energy of holding grudges and being negative or even arrogant towards your beloved continues and should you still tread down that path as you may have been it will land you in a very awkward position one day. How… ? well let me tell you. Because you are expecting them to do all the work and believe they are not, you feel that you have no work to do and you’re going to find yourself with some very hard lessons to come down the road for that. I cannot tell you now what they may be but I will tell you this, for those of you who constantly look outside themselves at their beloved and send blame towards them saying “they aren’t doing anything, or they make me so mad, or well anything of that nature, that is denial of who you are and it won’t get you anywhere on this journey. This is where my consultations pay off so much so you know what you need to do about you. I have done many of these and some people get upset with me, those are the ones who are not ready to face their flaws, but I have many who will embrace what I tell them and set to work right away, these are the Twin Flames who are saying, look at me Universe, I am ready, Let’s get to union. No sitting around wallowing here or sitting in judgement of others!! Letting Go While you are working you are allowing your Twin Flame to do and be their own teacher, it doesn’t have to be the same as your lessons but as you learn, change and grow it will reflect to them what you have done and they will be inclined to do the same for what they need to change. “Rehashing thoughts of painful events from the past or imagining negative events of the future is self-abuse and can be more destructive than physical harm.” ― Maddy Malhotra Useful Links: Contact me at: [email protected] Facebook: www.facebook.com/CarolMary1111/ Twitter: www.twitter.com/CarolMary1111 Instagram: www.instagram.com/reunitingcomesfromwithintwinfl/ YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCQ1xAgZKyLOJ1fNEUtW69bg Pinterest: www.pinterest.com/carolmary11/ Facebook group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/reunitingcomesfromwithin/ This is a good year for uniting twin flames and I am very honored to aid you on your road to reunion. “Look inside yourself, become the best version of you, reuniting comes from within.”~ Carol Mary Please do not hesitate to contact me for more help with any of the above or any of my other blogs, I always strive to answer every email, direct message or Facebook inbox. Take a chance, make a change, unite! ~ Carol Mary ©Carol Mary 2018. ©Reuniting comes from within All Rights Reserved. No part of copyrighted material may be used, altered or copied in any way without the express written permission of the copyright owner. Hi All, I hope you all had a good Christmas and that is was a happy and peaceful one. As always us Twin Flames are busy bees preparing for union yes?? I am so very happy to announce a Twin Flame engagement. Read all the way to the end to find out about that one!! Proud Twin Flame Do you know why there are so little people out there that do not understand the true dynamic of a twin flame relationship, I am not just talking about the 5d aspect, your souls, I am talking about in the here and now? Is this something that you are proud of, being a twin flame? Do you hide who you truly feel you are from others? When I asked that question to a group of Twin Flames, many felt that they were embarrassed to tell people that they were a Twin Flame as they felt that people just would not understand and some said that when they try to describe their feeling towards their beloved, they were told to let that person go because it was unhealthy. Very few said that they would talk to others about it but the ones that did only some said that there was little support for them. However, how do you explain something to others that you do not even fully understand yourself. The first step is of course to accept who you are and know that not everyone believes in a love like this, so pick your battles wisely. I do know that one day Twin Flames will become more mainstream but for now I saw that many of you valued the privacy and hoped that it would not be in the media ever, I do agree with that somewhat but the world is more accepting than we give it credit for. Try to fully understand who you are, accept yourself and choose your happiness, the rest will fall into place for you. Hopefully one day people will be less quick to judge and become more understanding and that will only come with education. Having said that be wary of some of the information you are seeing not always what it seems. First Mention I remember back to when I first mention Twin Flames to mine, he said what are you talking about, so I explained to him how I felt that we were connected at a soul level as I felt some of what he was feeling etc, he laughed and said “I do not believe in that”. Well he does now (laughs). He eventually admitted that he felt the same way I did, saw many signs and knew there was no possible way there was not a higher reason we met and are now in union. Be very careful on the time to choose to tell your Twin Flame who he or she are to you. I have known some to head for the hills, thinking you have lost it. Insecure or No?
Insecure people have no place in your life right now. Whether that is your friends, co-workers or even your spouse. If you have feelings of insecurity and lacking confidence in building trusting relationships I can help with that. This is a good thing because even with insecurities either from others or from within you, the moon’s energy carries in it that of deal with issues and move forward. You may even have an ability to be somewhat persuasive too, getting others to doing things for you (without asking or telling them, though you might like to but please please do not be bossy!) If this insecurity relates to your twin flame, then it is time to get to work on this, as the work you do will affect your Twin Flame and help them to grow also. You need to be courageous and self confident, daring and independent but also patient and willing now and you’ll win people over with that, not in an egotistical way but showing them you just have a knack for being good with people. If you’re uncomfortable in your career or with your current job position, this moon energy bodes well for considering change. Don’t leap with spontaneity but plan accordingly and it can work out very well for you. Craft time - A wish/dream box for 2018 Rather than New Year's’ resolutions which we all tend to break or not even bother with why not create a beautiful and motivational tool that can remind you of what you wish to create for yourself and your life next year. Get yourself something like a sturdy cardboard box (like a photo or memory box) and your craft tools (paints, glitter glue, glitter, ribbon, foam stickers etc) make something that you can use over and over again every year. Decorate the box with positive words about your goals and dreams. Gather items/tokens that relate to the goals you wish to create and have come true. Example - a fork if you want to cook more or eat better, a bookmark if you want to read more, things meaningful to you about your twin flame and what union means for you and so on. Fill the box up with that and also use a small jar with small pieces of paper that have specific wishes and dreams related to that goal or goals if you have multiple dreams you’re looking to create for 2019. Now make sure you can open the box as you may wish to add things for the first couple of months when they come to you. Then set it somewhere you’ll see it to remind you of those things, At the end of 2018 you can go through the jar over the Christmas to New Year break and see what did come true - that you can set aside and maybe make a memory book (using a photo album) to help you relive the events and feel joy and happiness. The things that didn’t happen, put back in the jar and come up with strategies to approach making them happen in 2019 that were and are different than you chose to do in 2018. ****Also I would like for you to keep a list of the wishes and dreams you put in the jar and read them to yourself in the morning and at night in the way I mentioned in the blog where we discussed doing gratitude in a new way: Take 1 of those desires on your list and use it as a gratitude journal entry as described in the blog link and do it for 30 days until it becomes such a part of your mindset that it already feels real. By the way your mind doesn’t know the difference between the real and imagined so basically this is a matter of thinking called BELIEVE IT SO NOW I CAN SEE IT! Essentially you’re creating the mindset that you already living it so the universe has no choice but to bring it to you. This is the law of attraction in action because as you practice this you’ll raise your vibration and begin to attract the things/people etc you need to make that happen. Learn to trust the process and have ultimate faith the universe. Trust begins within you. Faith in knowing that what you’re asking for will happen come from repetition because that changes how your brain thinks, which changes how your emotions work as well. Remember having negative things come up doesn’t make you a bad person nor does it make your life bad, it simply means you’re being shown it’s time to change how you think and how you do things. Knowing there are steps to take to make things happen is also good. If you can’t figure out those things, confide in a friend who supports you in the changes you wish to make and the new world you desire to create for yourself. Be sure they are a trustworthy friend. The Kind Of News I Love Hearing!! Some good news for you all and some that should uplift those of you who are in separation, you can get to union, you can do this, today I learnt that one of my very first clients is now engaged. Loretta began working with me about 3 years ago now, we have since become great friends and I guide her through her hard times, as she does for me. It was so exciting for me to hear that they were finally engaged and ready to take that next step towards a happier life together. When I think back at where they both were when we first began work, there was a mountain but within a year they were living together. Hard work on the right things does pay off. Neither of them have had an easy road of it but at long last happy times for this wonderful couple, congratulations to Loretta and Shawn. You can read their story here! You too can get to this point, contact me today to find out how and what you need to do!! Useful Links: Contact me at: [email protected] Facebook: www.facebook.com/CarolMary1111/ Twitter: www.twitter.com/CarolMary1111 Instagram: www.instagram.com/reunitingcomesfromwithintwinfl/ YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCQ1xAgZKyLOJ1fNEUtW69bg Pinterest: www.pinterest.com/carolmary11/ Facebook group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/reunitingcomesfromwithin/ This is a good year for uniting twin flames and I am very honored to aid you on your road to reunion. “Look inside yourself, become the best version of you, reuniting comes from within.”~ Carol Mary Please do not hesitate to contact me for more help with any of the above or any of my other blogs, I always strive to answer every email, direct message or Facebook inbox. Take a chance, make a change, unite! ~ Carol Mary Much Love Carol Mary xx ©Carol Mary 2017. ©Reuniting comes from within All Rights Reserved. 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